pain...

after just cleaning the ground floor of my house my 2 legs are now very very painful... i have ignored the doctor's order to minimise walking and clean the house by walking for i think 1 hour... what to do.. i have no choice but to clean the house... i dont want my sister to waste time cleaning the house and din have enough time to study... so i sacrifice myself... i hope that with my actions today there wont be any bad consequences in the future... my heart is also in pain... every time i do until so suffer i cried each time... yearning for my mom... while typing this my tears also slowly start to come out already... i cant help it... i'm just so useless...