Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Monday, April 16, 2012
Friday, April 13, 2012
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Monday, April 9, 2012
- FINAL YEAR PROJECT (top priority)
- Testing - study
- Internet computing - Android apps development
- Analog - Contemporary issues on BJT
- Engineering society - Assignment on environmental issues
I think thats all for now that I can remember. Must really work hard liao o or else cant graduate on time.
Friday, April 6, 2012
The semester break has finally started and every university student should be enjoying it except for the final year students including me. Life has been very hectic for the past 7 weeks and finally I should get a day or 2 of rest before continuing. Time is really running out now. Just noticed that my understanding of the Genetic Algorithm part is wrong. Had to rewrite the whole code again myself. Hopefully wont face much problem for the next few days. Will be having training with Dreamcatcher again for saturday and sunday on some report writing skills and presentation skills. Hopefully will learn something usefull la.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Lately I feel that I'm really really not independent at all. No matter in whatever matter. School work, money, advices and etc. I just keep on depending on others. When can I be more independent. My FYP now cant find a solution for it as I'm just too weak in verilog coding and I don't really have the time to go read up more on it. Besides that I also don't really have the interest to spend more time in searching more info. I prefer someone to teach me. So that way I can finish my things faster and learn faster too. Seems that I'm too used to being spoon few during my primary and secondary school. Too much stress also now. Eating medication and its not working. Why am I pushing myself so hard? Can't I just relax? Of caused not. If I dun push myself now, who is going to take care of my expenses? I cant be depending on my parents all the time right? Now even what I want to learn and even eat also my parents have to subsidise me. Most of my friends are already working and able to stand on their own 2 feet. What about me? Haiz.
Pushing myself too much is also really bad for me. Putting stress on me physically and mentally will just make my SLE condition worst. Now I;m facing balding and protein leaking issues. Eating the medication is not helping also. Now can only depend on miracles to happen. But am I worthy of receiving this miracle since I'm just a bad guy. Don't care so much anymore. Better focus on my life now.
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Money has been flowing out so fast lately. Just within 1 month my expenditure already more than what I have. Spent around RM260 for android apps developing. Then eating also spent quite a lot as my appetite has been huge due to side effect of the steroid. Petrol also spend so much on travelling here and there. How to increase my income ne? Do hope more people will visit my blog and the links which I post everyday lo. No other choice le. Wonder will GOD help me out? Better not hope anything or else will like yesterday disappointed. Thats all for the rants today. Busy busy week ahead until I graduate.