Thursday, April 30, 2009


so darn tired after coming back from leadership camp... need more rest... will be uploading the photos real soon... ciaoz...

Saturday, April 25, 2009


so fast my sem 2 in uni is over aleidi... and now is the start of my 2 months break... so wat did i acomplish within this sem... good things i think not much lor... bad things then a lot... cuz i've been really 'suay' for 2 months i think... i've lost my phone, langgar ppl's car, get not so good results and etc... good 1 is i've got an experience of being a fashion photographer... hopefully i'll be having a great holiday... need to find a part time job during this holiday... cuz i'm pokai d... any1 got good job to intro me???

Friday, April 24, 2009


counting down 1 more day... then i'll be free from studies for 2 months... hopefully it will pass by easily lar...

Monday, April 20, 2009


y now no matter where i go sure got people will 不爽 with me 1??? during secondary time is like tat... during form 6 time also the same... now reach university also the same... haiz... people all around me i think is so 'xiao qi'... just because his test result the marks get deducted because of some marking mistake he blame i go inform the lecturer... not only his result get changes though... a few more also like him... its not my fault that he get the wrong answer... wats wrong should not be given marks right??? haiz...

Friday, April 17, 2009

about guys....

read this some where and only took out those tat are true for myself....

-Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!(oh're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6're a HOE)--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.-

-Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.-

-Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.-

-Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.-

-Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.-

-Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.- (its extreme hate for your information)

-A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.-

-Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.-

-Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.-

-Guys get jealous easily.-

-Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.-

-Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.-

-Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.-

-Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week.

-Girls are guys' weaknesses.- (big weakness)

-Guys are very open about themselves.-

-It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.-

-Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.-

-If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him.

-A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.-

-Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.-

-Guys will brag about anything.-

-Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.-

-No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.-

-Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.-

-Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.-

-Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.-

-Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.-

-Try to be as straightforward as possible.-

-If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.-

-If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.-

-When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.-

-Guys don't really have final decisions.--

If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.-

-If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.-

-When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.-

-When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.-

-Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.-

-A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.-

-Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.-

-Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.-

-Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.-

-If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.- (this is so true)

-Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.-

-A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.-

-No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.-

-Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.-

-We don't like girls who are too skinny.- (too meaty also not good)

-We love it when girls talk about there boobs.-

-Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy wheather it's a one time deal or not ....-

-Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...-

-When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually-

-Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..-

-Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...-

-Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.-

-When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

its happening again...

y is it happening again.. all the bad luck seem to come to me all in one shot... i notice this time and last time the only thing tat happen at both the times is when i just cut my hair... after cutting my hair short aleidi it seems ntg will go correct... y ar??? or am i just paranoid.... my car just keep entering water... then i langgar ppl's car... next will be wat??? pls let it stop!!!!

Sunday, April 12, 2009


looks like the pain at my leg joints and knee is starting to come back again... dunno when it will reach its maximum and i wont be able to walk again... haiz...

Tuesday, April 7, 2009


I guess the kind of people like me will never have true friends... i dont know why but all the time my so called 'friends' will only find me whenever they need my help... never once they will just come find me and chat or anything else that wont require my 'service'... from secondary till university, its still the same... i just dont understand y is this happening... am i too proud??? i dont think so cuz i know only very few times i'm proud of myself... or am i unsociable??? nope cuz i love hanging out with friends... and usually its the other way round... ppl isolate me...
so whats the problem with me??? can any1 tell me so i can improve??? i really dont want to live on a one man island...
haiz... depress now... no friends,no money,no health,no girlfriend...
i have ntg at all now... poor poor me...


Monday, April 6, 2009


Went to Pavilion on last thursday night... being hired as a paparazi photographer... i thought i earned RM50 extra this month but who knows because of an incident that happen last saturday,it made me much poorer... so back to the story... went there to be a fashion show photographer... still trying to finish editing the photos... but theres just too much of them and my final exams, assignments are just so darn near... so below are just a few photos...

this is an extra that i took on the same day....

for more of these photos pls visit i'll try to upload them asap....

Saturday, April 4, 2009

unlucky again

i think all the bad luck is coming back to me again... today morning as i was in a rush to go to my co-curricular activity i accidentally knock a fello's car back light and it cracked... the sound was so loud and the owner knew i knocked it... so i had no chance of escaping... the worst part is my back light was totally smashed and her car's back light only cracked... looks like this month i'll be broke as i had to pay for the repairs as it was my fault... then during the fishing competition i din have any luck also... but not only me but my whole group member also the same.... the whole group only manage to get 2 fish... out of 30 ppl only 2 fish... its very very bad... haiz... no mood d lar... time to just keep quiet...