Birthday wishlist....

hmm... suddenly feel that i want a lot of things and since my birthday is coming near i'm just gonna make a birthday wish list... things that i want most will be at the top... here goes...

1.Health
2.Girl friend
3.Cash
4.Playmaxx Stunt Pilot(preferably black)
5.Yoyojam Aquarius
6.Duncan Hayabusa(Duncan Crew Japan Edition)
7.Yoyofactory Skyline(Starry night edition)
8.Duncan Freehand Zero(Black)
9.External Flash for my A-200
10.Playstation 3
11.A nice watch that suits my hand :)
12.Scholarship
13.Sony Ericsson Experia X1
14.Duncan Glove(small black)
15.Yoyojam Thin lube
16.Slick 6 Strings
17.A pair of yoyofactory Loop720(ice)
18.Yoyofactory 888/Superstar
19.Celebrating with my friends
20.Just to be happy

i think thats all that i can think of now... will edit it from time to time... do hope these things will just drop from the sky for me although i know its kinda impossible.... so long din receive any present also... haiz.... :(

2nd time doing house chores...

this is my 2nd time doing house chores again... since my mother went down to JB to my grandma's funeral and my sis is having her SPM, i'm force to do it again.... had to wake up early to clean the house when everybody is still asleep... so tat my job would be easier... now i understand y my mom hates us dirtying the house cuz its really tiring cleaning the house... i'm very gratefull that my mom does all the house chores without even complaining compare to me and my sis.... hopefully she'll come back soon and i wont have to do it...

2 sad news in a day

woken up by my mom this morning at 2am and got to know tat my grandma from my mother's side just passed away... so now my mom left me in charge of my sister as she is still under going her spm right now... and i wasnt allowed to go down to JB so early... only get to go there once the funeral date is set...

next sad thing is... i got rejected by another girl again... haha... kinda anticipated it aleidi... under my friend's ecouragement i just ask her whether she could feel tat i'm interested in her or not... and she replied dun say like tat... we are frens.... so there u have it... the answer is so clear... no wonder all her messages to me is so damn short... send her long long ones and all i get is just a "haha" for example.... haiz....

do u think i can take it???? i myself also dont know... no wonder i have the urge to buy yoyos lar... everytime b4 something bad happen i will surely spend a whole lot of money in buying the things i really want... till now only i notice it... what a wierd situation...

CYYC 2008

sorry for the delay in posting up the photos... had to avoid my cam from being detected from my father....

HOLIDAY....

till now i think i'm still not enjoying my holiday... why??? because is so damn boring at home... no other place to hang out lar... want to go for movie also nobody to accompany me... every1 else seems to be busy with their own thing... haiz.. now also currently low on money cuz no allowance during holiday... so cham...
tomorrow is cyyc... i hope i'll get to enjoy my time during the event lar... its been quite a long time since i attend a yoyo competition... anyone interested in going??? it will be held at sunway piramid..... will post photos on the competition once i shoot some pictures...

old urges

suddenly i have the urge to buy yoyos again... feel like the 1 i'm having is still not good enough... wanna get a pair of looping yoyos,a new hayabusa, and some acessories.... what should i do leh???

nice things...

why the number of nice things is always lesser than the lousy ones??? and everytime i wanted to own tat 'nice thing' someone sure will be there 1st to snatch it away from me.... i'm just not fast or smart enough to obtain it.... haiz... can just anybody give chance to me??? pretty please....

Thoughts deep within me...

Today one of my friend just told her so called 'love story' to me.... and that started to make me wonder about my own situation... Actually I'm quite envy with her situation where both of them are still chatting and playing together openly... Unlike me there is only one way comunication.... I guess I'm just a boring guy... Thats y the girl dont have anything to say to me... haiz....


Why am i so desperate in looking for a girl friend?? is it because i'm horny??? or i'm just lonely trying to find a girl just listen to my problems... but this kind of friend is really hard to come by... i once had such a friend... but then she went to the northern part of the country to persue her studies there... and rumours also spread tat there is some one courting her.... so i guess the friendship we had isnt tat strong afterall....

feeling real emo now.... so wish tat things could go back to 1 year and 3 months ago and just stay still... but tat is kinda impossible.... :(

PAP camp pictures.....