anxious

waiting anxiously for tomolo's Malaysian Yoyo Championship 2009... will be entering the speed challenge... hopefully i'll qualify for sundays final lar.... gambatte la me....

trying to calm myself down and remind myself the promise tat i've made before.... dont take any action... PATIENCE!!!!!!!!

failed

how do u console a person that has failed in an exam ar??? seems like all the method i used is not working... can any1 help me???

recently

yesterday was too too bz till wasnt to update the good news tat i receive yesterday... though not fully confirm how much is the value but just the mere knowing i'm a scholar makes me happy... but the happy moments dont last long...after the next day, reality catch up with me very quickly... my electric circuit test din know how to answer cuz havent got any time to study and was too tired to study after my ESTEM exco meeting... then later i remembered i have tons and tons of work needed to be done by next week.... lets list it out shall we...
1.system digit lab
2.maths test revision
3.math hw
4.jap quiz revision
5.bbi conversation critique(which have been totally rejected by the lecturer)
6.system digit tutorial
7.jap hw
8.uncountables activity meeting

all this happening next week... how ar??? die die lo...

this 2 and a half so called holiday i did practically ntg much except study and do reports... its just the same old routine for my weekend... kinda feel bored of it... but what to do... life just goes on... after today again have to face all the endless classes... next week is just full of test... i dont know i'm ready for it somemore... u all tell me lar how screwed i am... besides that i'm in emo mode some more... some things are just bothering me... though i know whats the outcome aleidi... ciaoz.... need to meditate to calm my mind aleidi...

things i really really relly want will nvr ever get 1... after so many 'experiments' i've found out that the statement is 100% true for me.... i just dont understand why... i know i work very very hard for it and tried my best... in fact this is the 1st time i felt very confident with myself thinking i will get it already.... but in the end i failed..... GOD is really playing a joke on me... is he telling me now tat i'm not meant to hope for something and get it??? then i guess i should nvr ever hope that i passed the scholarship interview, getting extremely good results or getting a girl friend....

i think i know wats the next action to take for the previous post that i posted earlier.... which is to take no action at all and let everything comes naturally...

dilema...

i know i made a vow before not to do that anymore and just let it come naturally.... but temptation is really huge.... pls any1 help me... expecially GOD....

it begins

finally the tough times during my 3rd sem is about to start tomolo cuz lots of test is being held, assignments due date very near and classes is going on as usual while hw are still given too... so will i be able to survive during these times??? only god knows....

times like this

during times like now is the most busiest moment in uni... all my assignments are piling up... lab reports just keep coming every week... then test is coming also... besides that interesting activities are attracting me to be involved in... how to manage my time leh??? if only my concentrations are good enough... then i can manage everything properly...

after 2 days...

today din work at pc fair d... cuz was sick and tired le... not really sick though... just tat i'm really tired... there's a few things that i've found when i was working during these 1 days... No1... most of the maxis broadband promoters arent really honest when explaining to their customers... no wonder so many customer feel they get cheated by maxis and complain so so much lar... haiz.... if i use their methos also dunno y i cant get many customers also... only manage to get 3 in these 2 days... hopefully boss wont hold back my money lar... i'm the only part timer which did very badly... No2... this time pc fair hor dunno where all the leng lui vanish d leh... must be hiding from the H1N1 virus... or else must be all company no budget to hire them to attract all the 'colour wolfs'... No3.... things there like not really attractive also d... things tat i wanna buy only a few shops sell... have to go hunting for it... dunno bought it expensive or not lor...
so tats all that i have to say for this pc fair.... ciaoz...