no luck

haiz... today tried to ask my target out again... and guess what she turn me down again.... i think this is the 3rd or 4th time already... i guess she is just not interested in me gua... or so coincidentally her assignments and test always comes in the way.... so sad now... but cant let my emotion disturb my concentration in studies... since she put her studies 1st than having fun,i must do tat too... right??? looks like i will have to try my luck again next semester... in the mean while only can keep in contact with her through handphone.... not even through the internet.... so cham....

HAIZ!!!!!! :(

sleepless nights

hmm been waking up in the wee hours of the night this few days... dunno y sleep halfway then will just automatic wake up... i'm suppose to get enough rest so tat i could study in the morning and yet the opposite thing is happening... how ar???

problems....

in just this few days only so many problems came up... few are self created while some just come naturally.... first on sat my father met with an accident with another car... this is due to the faulty car and he was actually drunk as well... the car begin to give more problem after he went to service it in the morning... so that day he totally breakdown and cried according to my mom as i was not back home that weekend.... his actions totally freaked my sis and my relatives too... he kept blaming he was so stupid and he lost a lot in shares... so now practically he doesnt have much money already... according to my mom again my father might not even have the money to pay my next sem fees and she had to withdraw her epf money for me to study... i'm not exaggerating here and not trying to ask for pity from my readers... but i just couldnt keep it to myself anymore... my family have just been doing fine all along and now came the down part... GOD isnt punishing me enough already... y must u punish my family too??? and now i have to cut cost in every way that i could... this sem break i also plan to take up a part time job... any recommendations out there???

next is my final exam lor... after sitting for 2 subjects i felt that its really tough although i've done enough preparations... hopefully my upcoming 3 more subjects will be easy and that i have enough time to prepare for tomorrow's exam as i have to spend another whole day at the hospital again today...

the last one is..... actually about a girl.... i dunno what came over me... this girl's image kept popping up in my mind all the time... during when i'm awake and even in my dreams... i dunno this is a sign of me starting to like her... or i just purposely kept thinking of her unknowingly as i plan to court her... i dont know what i should do now... i know i'm kinda desperate to have a gf again... but i also fear the rejection if i failed... so how now??? luckily its not 100% affecting my mood to study...

JUST PRAY THAT THINGS WILL SLOWLY TURN GOOD FROM NOW....

CIAOZ....

ANGRY!!!!!!

ANGRY LAR!!!! I DONT KNOW FAIL HOW MANY TIMES JUST TO UPLOAD THAT 5 PHOTOS... EVERYTIME AFTER UPLOADING HALF WAY THE INTERNET CONNECTION JUST GOT CUT OFF... ITS JUST BEING SO BITCHY!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!

Pertandingan Memanah* edited*

it had been an all day event yesterday... left my kolej at 7am and only return back after 8pm... damn tiring... after bathing and washed my clothes,i just fall on to my bed and slept like a pig till 6am this morning... now trying to resize my photos so tat i could upload it here easily... just wait for it kay.... a lot of pictures were not taken by me... so quality is not as good as i take 1.... hahaha!!!!!

here goes....

birthday party....

just helped to celebrate 4 of my coursemate's birthday... though none of their's fall on the 10 of oct... first we went to mid valley to buy the presents for them yesterday... straight away rush there once my class finish at 12pm... then reach there around 1pm... started to hunt the presents... finally we settle on an mp3... a duraplus mp3 with 1GB memory cost RM62... is it worth it??? i dont know... din even get to bargain and lower the price... the boss so steady in her decision... "NO MEANS NO"... next we head over to sushi king for sushi... took some pictures there... but none of them are related to me....







Then continue hunting for our balance 3 more present... 1 was an over coat for a t-shirt... 1 is a wallet and the last 1 we walked round the whole mid valley and still couldnt find the suitable 1 till 5pm... at last we just simply bought a pink t-shirt... then when we were about to drive out of mid valley city, i took a wrong turn and turned to bangsar instead of getting to the kl-seremban highway... then there was a massive jam in KL as usual... and it took us another hour to reach back my kolej....

then another unlucky thing happen... our supposedly celebration destination was closed due to raya... so had to make last minute changes to MCD.... took quite a lot of photos when we were there... and so let the photos do the talking....