things that i thought tat would nvr happen...

i'm officially broke now after spending another RM240 on a yoyo... everyone sure wondering how could a person just staying at home be spending so much of money... thats what my family members always say... they always thought that i'm rich now as i'm accumulating money at home... what they dont know is lots of money had went to my beloved yoyos... nvr regret buying them though.... but i kinda have a thought on yoyoing... u must be quite rich if u can afford yoyoing... u see even the very basic stuff which is string need to be changed often and that means its called wasting money as used string arent able to be recycled again... next comes the response part... that one also need money to buy as the friction stickers will get worn out very fast after a few hours of hardcore playing.... lastly comes the yoyo... although people dont often buy yoyos so this wont be a big problem but to get a good 1 u really really need to pay at least RM100 and above for 1... except if its a second hand one lar... so in conclusion i think yoyoing is for the middle and upper class only.... haha... if u like something a lot u wont complaint right... and i aint complaining right now...

really unlucky...

mom finally found out my lies about those yoyos... this is because it din reach my house and i have to collect it at my local post office... since i couldnt walk i just have to rely on her... but she still doesnt know how much i spent on those yoyos... if she ever found out... my bank account will be closed down for sure... the yoyo from the US nvr came too and i got my refund... the refund will appear in the credit card statement... tats y i had to tell my mom how many yoyos i bought... and recently i just only ordered a skyline from dimi but that yoyo not confirm will have... so dunno how tat matter gonna settle too...

just went and check for my application for my National University Singapore and my application was denied... looks like i'm not good enough for them... my parents are dissapointed...

now only waiting for my genting scholarship application... i think i'll fail in that too... since i was hoping to get it so much... things that i really want will nvr get... for example my yoyo,my health,a girl friend and many more lar...

HAIZ.... damn sad now...

random day

hmm.. today just went to see my ortho specialist for my monthly check up... i thought i will be allowed to walk after 1 month... but who knows the doctor tell me to have minimal walking... next month have to do x ray again to see whether got improve or not... keep on x ray... dunno how many of my cells have been killed by the rays... by the way my operation wound is finally healing well... no more 'jus' coming out... hehe....

these few days have been waiting for the arrival of 3 things and yet all this 3 things doesnt seem want to appear to me... the 1st one is my yoyos.... 1 from US and 1 from singapore... its like they just got lost in post... the US 1 have been waiting for 43 days and the singapore 1 for 15 days... looks like i'm gonna get a refund for the yoyo i bought from US after 45 days... the pos system in malaysia sucks man... take so long to deliver just 1 small stuff... want to complaint ar..... the next 1 is my genting scholarship application... acording to them they will let us know within 1 month whether we got it or the other way round.... damn gan jiong as this coming week will be the fourth le.... and the last 1 that i'm waiting for is the response from the National University Singapore... hopefully i'll get it very soon also lar...

byez....

ARGHHHH.......

my head very pain now ar... help help help....

my all time philosphy

Fear leads to anger.
Anger leads to hate.
Hatred leads to power.
Power leads to victory.
Let your anger flow through you.
Your hate will make you strong.
True power is only achieved through testing the limits
of one's anger, passing through unscathed.
Rage channeled through anger is unstoppable.
The dark side of the Force offers unimaginable power.
The dark side is stronger than the light.
The weak deserve their fate.

Peace is a lie, there is only passion.
Through passion, I gain strength.
Through strength, I gain power.
Through power, I gain victory.
Through victory, my chains are broken.
The Force shall free me

happiness

finally one of my yoyo arrive already... its the RM480 one... many of u(everyone) sure will say that its crazy to buy such an expensive yoyo... yet i dunno y i still buy it... i think its because i have a bit of left over money gua... haha...this package only took exactly a week to arrive my house from australia... lets go to the pictures shall we.....


the package when it arrived


inside the box


the tin that holds my expensive yoyo


first look


the yoyo,pins,accesories and the glove


was very happy to received it... when i start playing it it has this ringing sound... its quite loud... then i suddenly tak sanggup to play it already... scare will leave scratches on it.... want to keep it as mint as possible... then maybe next time can sell out higher next time... hahaha...

now having a bit worries too.... one of my yoyo from the yo store seems to have lost in post... and another one coming real soon... but my mom only know tat i buy 1 yoyo... so how am i gonna explain to her when she sees the posman sending the next one??? haiz... headache headache....

disappointment

having so many disappointment lately... one of it is my leg... the wound doenst seem want to heal...



look at the shinny part... its puss being formed... i'm also disgusted by my own leg...

next... i've spend so much money on yoyos yet non of them have arrive savely at my door step... altogether spent RM500+ on 3 yoyos... hopefully they will arrive soon... cant wait to try them...

cant think of any dissapointment suddenly... haha... oh ya... i applied so many scholarship and only got called for one interview... others all no smell... wat to do... to many clever ppl around nowadays... competition really high... thats all for now...

personality quiz

just did a personality quiz and here are the results... mostly are true... some are incorrect... try to spot the incorrect 1...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust

anyone want to try the quiz just click here

Tagged by MK

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
any time now... haha... if that girl dont mind me being sick... i'm all ready... haha...


2.If you have the chance what would you probably say to your beloved one?
I love u.... Do u love me too???

3.What is your biggest dream?
to create a light saber and kill of all those people that i dislike.... muahahaahaha... evil guy....

4.When you pangsai which position do you prefer, sit or squat?
sit... cuz i cant even squat now or else i will fracture my bone....

5. Where is the place that you want to go to the most?
heaven.... so no more worries for me... and can enjoy life...

6. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
pls make this dreams be infinte.... i am greedy....\

7. Do you believe you can survive without money?
sure... if people donate to me all the stuff that i need....

8. What are you afraid to lose the most?
weight... if i go any more thinner my family members will tell me "Eat more,eat more"... which i hate the most...

9. What would you do if you won $1 million?
$1 million where got enough.... but a little of this and that and it will just poofed disappear...

10.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
sure... confess so many times lor... yet also get rejected that many times...

11. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
funny,easy to talk with,cute.... ahaha....

12.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
ok 1st of.... she accept the way who i am... and lastly dont look too ugly... thats all........

13.Which type of person do you hate the the most?
people who go behind my back doing bad things to me....

14.What do you think about sex?
should be fun... hoping to try out 1 day eventually... haha...

15.What do you think is the most important thing in life?
enjoy your life to the fullest... dont let any sad things stand in your way....

16.If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
egoistic....

17.What is your biggest fear??
being alone.... i hate that... thats y i am desperately looking for a partner to keep me company always....

18.If you are to die one day, who would you wish to spend your last day with?
anyone close to me... even my enemies....

19.What is/are your trademarks?
wow... to answer this the list is long man... 1st we have hamsap lou,siu yam chong,siu yam mo,kecil and it goes on...............

20.If you were given a chance to change a thing in a guy(if you were a girl) and in a girl(if you were a guy), what would you want them to change most?
make girls more horny... haahaha....

I tag....
ewin
cyril
jean
jayson
dimi
swee ling

too bad not enough people to tag... so sad....