hmm.. had been busy again lately... took some photos on the 26 and 27... but no time to process it and post it up... today caught a very big fish using the bait i make by my own... quite proud of myself... but too bad everytime the fish eat my bait i wasnt around cuz i went to talk with my friends... last week also the same... but last week din manage to catch any cuz my facilitator arrived late to help pull it out... the fish looks like dont like me around... below is a pic of how big the fish is...



thats all for today will try to post the other photos asap...

somehow now at this moment i'm feeling empty deep inside me... i know wat i want... but yet its kinda impossible to obtain it... haiz... the miangness in me is struggling... just do hope a nice girl will chat with me now...

The Speed Challenge @ 1 Utama

I just entered The Speed challenge last sunday and i finally uploaded the pictures to my blog...

That is me waiting before the competition start....

Ming holding a 'hot' yoyo....

Double spin top....

waiting again for the next round....

trying to show off here a bit....

Me and Takeshi....

The final catch....

the winners....

Duncan crew Malaysia on the left and Duncan crew USA on the right....

Last photo of me and Mark Mcbride...

Thats all for now... pictures of me competing is not with me now... waiting for honvee to send me those pictures.... ciaoz...

dream

i just woke up after a dream and decided to blog about it... its just another dream where i dreamt about a girl... no no.. i'm not having those kind of nasty dreams... just a normal 1... and now i'm already starting to forget what i've dreamt about... so i better start my story...
i dreamt about getting to know a girl... this girl stays kinda like in a kampung with lots of trees surrounding it... we use to meet a lot in school... then later i think i remember of a group of people wanna raise funds for the kampung people lar and had a small meeting or gathering there... so i dunno i was like in charge of writing a letter to notify the people in the kampung... while i was writing the letter my mind keep wandering off and kept thinking bout that girl... thinking how can i get closer to her and etc... so i found out a way by wanting to pass the letter i was writing to her in person so i could meet her... then i sms her and tell her that i will be dropping by later to hand her a letter regarding the fund raising event... some how my parents appeared in my dream and took me back home and made me broke my promise... then later that evening i went back to the meeting in the kampung again... during the meeting i was smsing to the girl telling her sorry that i couldnt meet her just now due to unforeseen circumstances... suddenly a woman behind me saw me typing the message and assume that she know the girl i was mentioning in the message... she quickly go and notify the mother of the girl... and the mother started to scold her daughter for secretly befriending a guy... she started to cry and ran away... i tried to follow her and wanted to give an explanation... but failed...
because i suddenly woke up because my alarm rang... all in all i kinda find the dream i had is just like when i was in a relationship with my ex... where her parents are very very conservative as they do not allow their daughter to befriend with other guys.... so it seems that i really really still haven let go of my ex... this things keep coming back and haunt me in different ways... now being emo already as i start to miss my ex and those days we were together... sobs.....


ps: sorry for the blurry story as this is what i can only remember... funny that i couldnt remember my dreams no matter how much i wanted to...

PAP photos

here are a few of the photos taken... its not very good though.... haiz...

its so difficult to upload pictures when the internet line is so damn lousy... keep breaking off...

PAP 2009 is finally over but i'm still super busy... with what?? with home work,assignments,lab report and many more... dont even have the time to slowly view the photos taken during PAP... will try to post some of the pictures soon...

S.A.D day

every 14 feb is S.A.D day for me... and it stands for single awareness day... every year at this date i will be super lonely while hearing my friends which are couples spend time with their partner... luckily this year i'm stuck in my kolej room busy studying for the next day's exam... yet i still feel rather lonely... every year also i will take the opportunity to send gifts to the girls that i like.. and every year i'm spending more and more in it... dunno y... just like all other years also, all my good intentions will go to waste... u know y waste??? cuz none of them even thanks me for the presents... i just hope they would maybe just wish me back also or something like tat lar... i din expect them to straight away accept me as their bf... its that so much to ask??? haiz... some how i still haven forget my ex... so i also take the opportunity to just write a lousy poem for her and just wished her... all i get is another heart broken news(due to my own fault).... she just treat me as a good friend(which i doubt thats the case cuz she hardly even find me now not like before i started to fall sick) and she told me to move on... i really really hope i can move on and just keep the things between me and her just as memories... but can i do that??? i seem to be still holding on very tightly and doesnt want to let go... how?????? DEPRESSED now..... :(

edit: finally in the last hour of the day 1 thanked me... feel better a bit now...

chap goh mei

yesterday was the last day of chinese new year... and the way i celebrated it is by gambling with my coursemates throughout the night... finished at around 2am... i dont know y i can stay up late just to gamble and not to study...this whole cny i think i lost around RM30+... the most in years i think... and yesterday was a public holiday and its the best time to study.. yet i din do much on it... haiz... today got lots of class too.. need to walk to class some more cuz need to save on petrol... tomolo some more got test on instrumentasi ar... how??? DIE DIE lor...

getting ready...

so much things to do in such short time.. yet i'm still here blogging away... feel the need to wirte all this out...
this week will be the most busiest time for me.. got so many programs... 1st is test 1 lor... still balance 3 more subjects and i'm totally not ready at all... must qucikly pia aleidi since today is holiday... then this coming sunday leh... fuh 3 activities in 1 day... morning sit for exam,afternoon go for camera workshop... do hope to learn a lot from this workshop since its free... THANKS TO SONY... then night got PAP pesta.... sure will be totally worn out on this day... then the day b4 sunday is valentine day... need to get ready for the stuff for it too... things bought... but having problem to wrap it up since i nvr wrap any present b4... cham ar... where got time to learn some more????
PLS I NEED MORE TIME!!!!!!

hectic life...

fuh.. just finish submitted my ptptn stuff.. FINALLY... so much of fuss man just to submit this thing... travel here travel there... just to get the things done... lots of paper and money sacrifised in this transaction... but i do hope its worth it...
now have to quickly finish my lab report ar which is due tomolo morning, study for tomolo afternoon's maths test, study semiconductor and try to do the tutorial questions. (but i doubt i can do it lor so need to copy or 'photostat' from frens answer)...
ciaoz...

just only notice i reached a 100 post... looks like i need to really work hard on my blog... try to make it more interesting so more ppl will come read... thanks for those who keep reading my blog all along also...

tiredness...

another suay thing happen to me again today... dunno y i so forgetful and so so stupid... i go and lock my own keys in the cupboard and then pad lock it... mana tau i dun have spare key for it... and at home also dont have... and this cupboard is UPM property... i cant just simply destroy it... so tried using a paper clip at first to pick the lock... thought could use the method thought by kenny sia... but looks like my lock was too powerfull... cant open it using such simple tools cuz its a yale lock... so become more and more gan jiong d... cuz all my clothes and stuff is inside and tomolo i got a full whole day class... so quickly went to sri serdang to find a lock smith... but when i reach there the lock smith ask me to buy a saw and cut it open... so i thought it was easy so i just followed his advise since he is the pro... so came back without eating dinner and start sawing the lock... fuh... i can tell u lar yale uses the strongest stell for its lock... after sawing for 30minutes non stop, the lock only got scratches on it... not even a small cut... then boh huat d... call my coursemates down to ask for help.... and i can say i am very lucky to have such good friends... one call and they came... notice the word 'they'... so all start to crack their heads thinking of a way to break the lock... and finally came up with a smart idea... we started to saw the cupboard holding the lock part... just within mintues that thing has a hole in it... the we start to use a plier to bend it to take out the lock... and it works... finally the cupboard is unlocked... but now the lock holder there now there is a hole.. so its kinda fragile d... so i guess there is no point locking my cupboard anymore since if given a small force it will just break and the theive can steal my stuff... looks like i need to find a solution fast to seal the hole... and i here warn u readers out there...
1) make sure u have a spare key always when u using a lock
2) if u want super strong lock go for yale lock... its super strong i tell u... but it will not stand against profesionals lar... at least it still can withstand normal break in....

thats all for now... need to rest... saw until my hand is pain le...
pls no more bad stuff for me later or in the future... pls be alert XINTOR!!!!!