yes... finally won something in photography competition... dunno its pure luck or because my pic really is nice looking... but anyway looking forward to see wat the prize is....
Sunday, May 24, 2009
finally not much pain for now....
Saturday, May 23, 2009
wake up... wake up ar Nicholas.... stop dreaming anymore... ntg good will happen to u 1... didnt your 6 sense told u tat... if u still dont listen... u will be greatly disappointed...
shit lar... the japan GT is going to be launched tomorrow and i just had my break yesterday.. its so so tempting lar... can have autograph session with them... and not to forget photography session... ish ish ish.. dilema... really want to go lar... looks like my plan this year wont work anymore... sigh...wat also cant get... things not going smoothly....
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
good things really din last long... everything is not going nicely all because of my fault... damn lar... how wish i can turn back time... it is really difficult keeping things just to myself... cant share it with any1... cham a!!!!!!!!!!!!
nvr would i thought after 'persuading' my supervisor for a whole day he finally arranged according to what i wanted... haha... really need to thank him and GOD for helping me out... i can say yesterday was the most fun moment that i had after so so many years... and ya i've got her pic aleidi... hahaha....
P.S: Thank u LORD once again...
Monday, May 18, 2009
haiz... so sad now... my supervisor purposely dont want to arrange me work with her anymore... looks like god isnt helping me either... just work with her only mah... like tat also cannot meh... life is really cruel on me...
shit now i'm starting to feel of wanting a girl... its all coming back again... i fear i will lose control of myself... "must not take any action.... must not take any action..." this is a reminder to myself so i wont do any stupid things and scare her away... MUST NOT DO ANYTHING.....
looks like i dropping behind in sales d... no sales at all again for today... and the leng lui tat cant even speak well 1 got 1 sale today.. haiz... i'm so weak and lousy... she seems to distant herself from me a bit cuz i think she thinks i'm weak(as in health).... wat to do leh??? she is enjoying bowling now and i'm back at hime... no chance to hang out wit her at all... y god so not fair 1... dont want to give me chance...
haiz... thought of taking a pic of my colleague today 1... but my curi tangkap gambar skill still not really good enough... although she din know i was taking her pic, but she saw me holding hold my phone and smelled something fishy.. so she snatched my hp and see... i chase round the mall just tp get back my hp but still failed... so i finally let her see lor... luckily she dunno how to read english... so she only see the photos in my hp... took her so long to return me my hp... and when after i get back my hp... the pic is gone... haiz... should have not take another 1 when i've got 1 already... this is wat happen when u become greedy... but at least we still can joke and all those lar... but leh... haiz.... heartache...
i dont know wat came over me... but yesterday night i was dreaming tat i was a killer... i killed some one and was trying to hide from the police... nvr was i so scared in life... i always thought tat killing some one was just a small matter... but looks like this is just a warning to me i think... but i really would want to take revenge on that particular 'palia' guy...
fuh today was nice man working... got leng lui to accompany me... although she is older than me just 1 year and got drop out from school very early... yet i think she is very attractive to me... hopefully will have more chance working with her lar... than my 2 months will just fly by... too bad no picture of her... will try to get 1 soon... hehe... ciaoz...
looks like not long after i posted for wanting a part time job on my blog... my wishes has been answered.. and i dont know i'll like this job or not... promoting maxis broadband.. so whoever wanna apply broadband just let me know... i'll be starting work on sunday... so no more free times like now... sobs... hopefully they will pay me on time too...
i really in need of a part time job now... bought some things and forgotten that i dont have any income during the holidays... any1 can help me out??? i wanna go see the Japan GT race next month... and i have still debts to pay.. rm100 for my broadband.. then another around rm100 for damaging ppl's car... and now i balance so so little money... money pls come to me...
haiz... wasted RM5 today on buying something tat i din bring home... my pickled mangoes ah.... so heartache... only can imagine that i have eaten it now... sobs...