dream

i just woke up after a dream and decided to blog about it... its just another dream where i dreamt about a girl... no no.. i'm not having those kind of nasty dreams... just a normal 1... and now i'm already starting to forget what i've dreamt about... so i better start my story...
i dreamt about getting to know a girl... this girl stays kinda like in a kampung with lots of trees surrounding it... we use to meet a lot in school... then later i think i remember of a group of people wanna raise funds for the kampung people lar and had a small meeting or gathering there... so i dunno i was like in charge of writing a letter to notify the people in the kampung... while i was writing the letter my mind keep wandering off and kept thinking bout that girl... thinking how can i get closer to her and etc... so i found out a way by wanting to pass the letter i was writing to her in person so i could meet her... then i sms her and tell her that i will be dropping by later to hand her a letter regarding the fund raising event... some how my parents appeared in my dream and took me back home and made me broke my promise... then later that evening i went back to the meeting in the kampung again... during the meeting i was smsing to the girl telling her sorry that i couldnt meet her just now due to unforeseen circumstances... suddenly a woman behind me saw me typing the message and assume that she know the girl i was mentioning in the message... she quickly go and notify the mother of the girl... and the mother started to scold her daughter for secretly befriending a guy... she started to cry and ran away... i tried to follow her and wanted to give an explanation... but failed...
because i suddenly woke up because my alarm rang... all in all i kinda find the dream i had is just like when i was in a relationship with my ex... where her parents are very very conservative as they do not allow their daughter to befriend with other guys.... so it seems that i really really still haven let go of my ex... this things keep coming back and haunt me in different ways... now being emo already as i start to miss my ex and those days we were together... sobs.....


ps: sorry for the blurry story as this is what i can only remember... funny that i couldnt remember my dreams no matter how much i wanted to...