20 years has passed and ntg special ever happen on this date always... except for last year where my frens suddenly appeared at my house but i was not at home... because i got admitted to hospital on my birthday last year... so sad right.... so this year went back normal again... got some unexpected wishes from a few friends thanks to facebook and friendster.. but the one i hope to wish me 1 din do so... so sad.... my wish list also not 1 been fulfilled... have to extend it to as christmas wish list le...
everytime i celebrate my frens birthday for them i kinda envy them cuz their birthday is always on a study day while mine is on a holiday... so every1 just tend to forget mine or just to busy to just notice it....
so today had an appointment with my doctor... and suddenly after talking to the doctor i have this guilt feeling... some how i think i din get better is because i acted clever and be my own doctor... din eat my medication according to prescription... haiz.... so it should be my fault lar... and now its unreverseble...
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