today

today its been a really hectic day... din even get to do wat i always do.... due to preparation to enter UPM... so this morning went to the hospital again for my ortho appointment... did 4 freaking x-rays just at my hips... suppose to be 3 only but 1 turn out not to be so clear so have to retake again... dunno how many cells have been killed... then went in to see the doctor... today was my shortest wait for the doctor... after looking at the x-ray film.... the doctor say that my AVN has reached the final stage and nothing much could be done to relieve the pain unless i do a major operation to change away both the hip joints into artificial one... guess how much each of it will cost me... RM12000!!!!!! so a pair will be RM24000!!!!! where the hell i'm going to gather so much money??? and it can only last me for about 10 years.... then next time i have to come up with the money on my own to change it... if i do this operation again i will have extra scars at my leg again... its going to be awfully ugly.... haiz... since now i'm gonna enter uni i guess i'll just hold on that operation 1st till my 1st sem break around november.... hopefully after changing it i will not feel any pain anymore....

then later went to the section 7 polyclinic to do a health check up required by the uni... but too bad the appointment can only be made at 16 or 17... so many ppl come aleidi so my turn was push way far behind...then just do another chest x-ray... ANOTHER X-RAY!!!!!!

since my driving license expired last friday so today my mom helped me to renew it... i had to wait in the car under the hot sun for at least 1 hour before it was done... by the time my mom get to the car i was sweating like hell...

next went to jalan taiping to buy my beg and white shirts... all together cost around RM120++... very expensive lor... but the sales girl very pretty... haha... too bad i was on my 'tongkat'... so no chance to 'da san'.... hahahaa.... next stop is bukit raja JJ... bought another 2 pair of trousers.... i just walked a bit only and i eventually felt too tired when i got back to the car... my stamina is so damn low... how am i going to survive in UPM since it has the largest compound in Malaysia...

when i reached home i finally got a fever... due to waiting to long in the car during 12pm time... now finally feeling better a bit... y my body is so damn weak???? WHY??????? How to survive like this???