scared

counting down now to the time i'm gonna admit to the hospital.... time just fly by so fast... looks like i have to take a 'vacation' in the hospital again... real scared with what the doctors are going to do to me... too bad i have no choice but to accpet it if i wanna get better... looks like i'm gonna be all alone again... thats what i dislike and is afraid of.... hopefully i do get to ome back home again real soon...