S.A.D

every valentines day i would be the one always envy with the couples all around me... and this year is no exception... looks like i've gone through single awareness day all alone again... hate my fate... just have something else to tell out... this year i asked another girl to be my gf... but actually it sounded like that but it isnt... get what i mean??? actually is i told that girl i wanna pikat her but due to my condition i'm not able to do so... till now still haven got a reply... guess i blew it up again... why didnt i learn my mistakes from the past???? only when i've failed only i realised my mistakes.... stupid me....